Hello (Again)

Hello, Bloggie?

Ahh.. Long time no type, eh? I'm not that busy as I used to be in my first semester of campus life. But my laziness to type in here is raising to a new level. This second semester is not that tight. I can breath with no hard brick in my mind thinking that deadly assignments. Lols. I smile and even laugh a lot. Haha..

So what makes me sincerely spend my leisure, sit in front of this laptop typing other than my assignments and materials preparing for teaching? There is something in my mind. Something I can't tell anyone who actually will be a great adviser if I could find the right one. It is something I myself can't understand why there is such a condition like this one. It enthusiasts me to think that it will be a long writing because I can finally find the right rubbish to be a shoulder to cry on. Silly me I still can't explain it fully because I worry. I worry if will be read by people who will recognise me. Although it is impossible like one in a thousand stars in the sky. Lol. But I still want to make it as a memory worthy. So I can recollect it some times later. Hopefully these keywords will be success to remain me what it is about. 

I can't. At least I need to write about this girl with a cute name completely 

She is only one year younger than me. She came after more ore less four months of my coming. Teaching is so new for her but she did it passionately. From how mature she presented herself can lower your self-confident. At least it happened to me. She speaks organized words with a level of politeness from a person you think has graduated from a personality training. She is a humble girl with the sweetest smile I ever see. Her body language is so gentle. She has no acne and her skin is so fair! 

In my sight, the only minus she has is she is fatter than me 

She is a straight minded person. A very 'straight', actually. Till the level she thinks a wrong regulation in an institution is unacceptable. Hey! Ins-ti-tu-tion. Institution! A place  where your level is just two levels higher than the lowest one. Her insights tell her to fix the system maybe. Something considered as a fatal mistake for the people in authority.

She is fired unilaterally  I lost a new friend. A new good friend.

This short review about her is only an opening which will lead my mind later to think why is she fired? What is wrong regulation she wants to straight? Why is she alone? Why is she unaccepted?

She is alone. She is bullied. She is unaccepted.

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I become happier this semester in my school. Some of my favourite classes have come back from their field industrial practice. Now I can see their ridiculous joking but strangely make my day. They grumble for the assignments I give but keep finishing them in a very good way. They respect me in a sweet manner a young teacher always wishes